Sunday, September 13, 2015

The Season of My Life

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I am participating in Bailey's #BlogtemberChallenge. If you want to participate visit her blog here. Today's prompt: inspiration or mood of the season of my life right now.

I can't believe that I almost missed it. I thought about just skipping it and moving on to the next day. These past few weeks have been hectic and this upcoming week is going to be crazy with The Influence Conference at the end of the week. Then a bunch of hurry up and wait for the rest of the month. Then I thought I need to write this. I said that I would write all 30 days of this Challenge.

The season is my life right now is very unsettling, restless, and disconnected. I am in such a season of discontentment right now. My job is tough right now. I don't want to go into too much detail but I am not a big fan of posting all the details of my job but I am just struggling.

The West Virginia Power season ended yesterday. We made it to the Northern League Playoffs for the South Atlantic League. I loved this team, and it was one of my favorites. The guys were awesome. I met so many great wives, girlfriends, moms, uncles, etc this year that made Charleston a little less crappy. I know that they were going to leave but I wasn't quite ready for it. We went by the ballpark and it was a ghost town.

Besides baseball being over because that isn't my whole even thought often it feels like it, but I haven't been feeling myself and/or following my calling. I'm don't feel like I am at my place that I am suppose to be. It's tough to talk to about for me because I don't know how to explain it or what I should be doing. I just know that this isn't it. I hope that makes sense because I feel like I am talking in circles.

I have been wearing bright colors but my brain and body feels like I should be in black and grey. I hope that eventually my outside will change my insides. This season is always tough because the off season brings a lot of uncertainty.

What's going on in your life right now?

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